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`nd i d0nt want the world to see me..

cause i dOn`t thiink that theyd understand..

Created on 2004-08-08 15:39:52 (#4112555), last updated 2006-07-12

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Name:	br0kenxgiant
Birthdate:	10-11
Location:	Tampa, Florida, United States
Website:	http://www.livejournal.com/users/br0kenxgiant.html

Bio

time for a change
im chelsea
im random as hell sometimes
i love books && the perks of being a wallflower is my bible
i value my friends over everything
because typically, they're amazing
panic! at the disco is my favorite band in the entire world
ive been obsessed with them for a little over a year
dont tell me you like em more, i dont care
they make me happy && take me out of those awful mood swings that teenagers go through
i love big vocabulary words
ephemeral is one of my favorite words.
i think its exciting && i try to use it when i can
collectively, i think all of my friends still dont know everything about me
i can be loud i can be quiet, im whatever i feel like that day
i like being happy. hell who doesnt? but i also have no problem putting effort forth to be in that kind of mood
rachel && i have a binder filled with lists.
the lists have things that make us happy && put us in better moods
we have just under 30 pages, front && back
&& cut outs && lyrics && pictures.
everyone tells me that im older than i really am
i agree
i love maturity && cynical humour && sarcasm && spelling things with U's because in europe, thats how they do it.
leanna taylor will probably never reach my happy list
that women destroyed the first 3 months of my sophomore year && thats the most important time
i love music more than i love my friends && thats a lot
anything that has a star on it will immediatley put me in a better mood, even if its not much better
i think photography is exciting && i love looking at pictures.
poetry makes me happy, even if its the gut wrenching miserable kill yourself stuff
cause thats the best kind
im not emo im not scene im not anything
im me, get over it
im usually pretty comfortable with who i am, but an identity crisis every once in a while is nice
keeps you in check with things
many people have mentioned being a therapist as a job for me
i love listening to people && as much as everyone thinks it would bring me down, theyre wrong
i dated a senior for 9 months.
he was cool && things worked
he went to college things ended && they dont really function properly
rob/amanda/susan/julia
those people, regardless of my mood, will alwaysalwaysalways make me feel better
last year i had a group of friends who id do anything for
over the summer we didnt hang out && things went down hill from there
at school i was invisible && none of them stayed
we're still friends but not nearllllllllllllllllllly as close
i have a feeling i got used for a hell of a lot more things than i know
thats what i get for being a nice person
im breaking my bad habits && im proud of my progress
i feel like my changes are helping me && other people have agreed
the people i used to hang out with.. well we talk && we're alright but like i said itll never be the same
they're all my age
how ironic cause now i hang out with a bunch of seniors who like me for me, && nothing more
ive been told that in general, the sophomore class is the worst
i didnt defend anything about that.
im working on telling the truth more
if im being emotional, im more honest about it when asked
if you expect me to come out && say ahafhaisufh OMG IM DEPRESSED, you'll be waiting a long time
im the kind of person who puts other people before myself.
im trying to change that too
this is long
i dont care
im obsessed with lyrics && have a box filled with them && notebooks && song titles && things of that nature
add me or dont
this isnt for your enjoyment, its for my benefit, but im game for letting you in on it
♥